Quietly August have come to a half way mark, as this month marks some of the dramatic changes in my life and POV.
Just attended the company's Anniversary yesterday as many clients, sponsors appeared and gave HWZ their blessing for 8yr running (or maybe the final toast?). I guess staff are not really looking into such events anymore as it served no meaning and real meaning to celebrate it with the company. Many wasn't even there to attend the 8th celebration with the company. Well, at least the gambling area were bursting with activities and keen participants as to exchange for some interesting gifts such as MP3 to movie tickets.
Family life is getting more and more stressful. As Joey seems to be fearing attending school as the days goes on, every morning she will wake up around 6am and go around 1 corner crying quietly, and start thrashing everything on her way and venting out on parents, grandparents before she was forced to school. Tiffany also tend to love "attention", if anyone were to put her down lying flat she will start crying non-stop. It affected my life and my work greatly lately and really wonder if there is a quick solution. A maid might not solve the problem ultimately and its a good learning experience to me. Daddy Matt please resolve it quick!
Just finished watching the final episode of Qing Xian Ye Zhong Huan on channel 8 today. There is a part on Chenhui confronting Zhenxian on what is the true meaning of friendship to him. How Chenhui really regards Zhenxian as his elder brother and look upon him for inspiration and hope to work with him in the future, while trying to force Zhenxian to admit that he is making use of Chenhui as a scapegoat to launder money illegally. Zhenxian did not admit to it, and that prompt Chenhui to spill out that he knowns Zhenxian activities behind him which ultimately will cause him to be jailed while Zhenxian will be scott free. He mentioned this part on "if you really treat me as a brother/friend. You should not have decieved me", Zhenxian replied that he have his own reasons. But Chenhui replied with "even if you have your reasons, it still does not means you should decieved me and hide such things behind me".
In life, it hard to seek for a right companion, friend, buddy and kakis. It really takes plenty of understanding in each other as well as forgiving to achieve divine. I truely believed in this point right now as I look forward to more friendships and foster a better r/s with everyone else.
A point to advise will be, always think in the shoe of another person when in doubt or argument. By assuming and not clearing any lingering doubts will ultimately cause more misunderstanding. Friendship works like a bgr in a micro view. The higher level you goes, the easier it can get painful/hurting just like bgr.
